About Me

I am a proud wife and mother, and a born again Christian. I work from home as a writer while taking care of Miss N, our six-year-old, Miss M, our four-year-old and Miss C, our newest bundle of joy. Life is crazy but so much fun!

Friday, November 19, 2010

The What If

The morning after I am plagued with "what if".

Did I do the right thing? Was my doctor right? SHE NEVER SAW ANYTHING. I trusted her, but was she right?

Lord, you know my heart. You know I was trusting in my pro-life, Christian doctor. Please, forgive me if I did something wrong. You know I wanted my baby. You know my heart.

Will this feeling be part of me for the rest of my life?

2 comments:

RebekahK said...

Hey, I'm praying for you.
I know for a while, you'll fret about this, every time you start to wonder, think, worry, start praying. Remember that God loves our children more than we do & thank Him for His love for them & His love for us.
Get lots of rest this coming week.

Tancy Griffin said...

God is bigger than the what if's. That is all I can say. Give them to Him.

I am so sorry.