A Dream

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So, I have been bitten with a new dream. And I just can't get it out of my head. What is holding me back? My own insecurities. My own worries that I won't be "good enough." My own perfectionist fear that I might fail.

But, I think, this time, I am not going to let it hold me back. Because I think, this time, it's time for a change, and this might just be it.

So stay tuned. Something new is in the works. . . I think.

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